Uggghhhhhhhhhhhh
I forgot to take my medication two nights ago and was just sitting laying in bed for hours and hours until around 4:30 AM I got up and got a drink of water then went back to bed, and I sleep with my door closed so it's dark. And I heard a noise. It was probably just the pipes and stuff, but when it's dark, night time, and I'm alone, my mind wanders into...dark places. So I started to have a nightmare and then thought about stuff to distract myself and then got very little sleep and haven't slept well because School and I'm gonna go take a nap.
Point(s) of this story
1. Take your meds people they help, or at least are supposed to if they work
2. I'm really friken tired.
"Wake me up when September ends."
Max
I'm not on meds, but I suffer when I forget my vitamins. When I forget, I feel lightheaded and so tired I can't concentrate, which really sucks. I thought I was sick a few days ago because of it.
ReplyDeleteI'm on a lot of meds, for a lot of things. Most are just emergency though. I had forgotten to take my Tourette's medicine which helps me sleep. And so I was up all night with random thoughts going in and out of my head as quickly as they appeared. That sucks, at least your not sick! I also get really bad allergies so that's not very fun either.
DeleteDid you get my reference with the title? See if you can guess what it is.
It's a reference to a Green Day song.
DeleteYep!
DeleteAre you into Green Day?
DeleteA little, I like Panic! At the Disco and Fall Out Boy better. And I'm kind of a fan of Imagine Dragons. Other than that I mostly just listen to Videogame or Movie soundtracks, and a music group called Celtic Woman, and there's a few YouTube composers who I like.
DeleteMighty Max....
DeleteWe own Celtic Woman's Christmas album!! ;)
"Stay hard, stay hungry, stay alive", Raelyn
Really?! Cool!! My favorite album is A Mew Journey, Belive, or Destiny.
DeleteThey Also did the Skyrim theme!!!!! And translated it from Dragon into Gaelic!!! They also did some songs from The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings!!!!!!! So that's good enough for me! My favorite songs by them are, Tir Na Nog, The Voice, Teir A'bhile Rue, Nil Se La (especially the live performance because of the AWESOME violin part that I can imagine Ali doing gymnastics too because their a gymnast and do floor exercise) I see Fire, Siul a run, and The Butterfly, oh and granduils dance. :)
I'm more of a vocaloid girl. I like Rin and Len songs the best. I'd do almost anything to hear a Neru (Oshiire-P) song.
DeleteCool. I can tell. I'm more of a punk-rock/alternative kind of human. In fact most of my Explo friends like the same genre and PATD was playing in Boston during one of the nights where the event was really boring so we went around asking people "do you know how to get to 'The Boston'?" After Jordan made a mistake and accidentally called it "The Boston." It was funny and the joke comes up sometimes.
DeleteMighty Max....
ReplyDeleteWhat, exactly, do you take medication for? I am just curious!! Alright, alright, I'm nosy!! Ha!! ;-D
When I can't sleep and I hear creepy noises, my mind always goes to dark, frightening places, too!! You are definitely not alone with that, Friend!! ;)
"Stay hard, stay hungry, stay alive", Raelyn
Well, a lot of things, there's a list, I'll list part of it.
DeleteTourette's (unique vocal tic)
ADD/ADHD
ASD
Epilepsy (x5 due to PCDH19 epilepsy)
Myotonia congenita
Mysethina gravis
OCD
Allergies
Food Allergies/sensitivity
Juvenile rumithoid arthritis
And lots of other stuff.
It's scary isn't it! And I didn't have my special weighted blanket with me either!!!
Mighty Max....
DeleteYikes!! That list of medications is a little bit frightening.... But not in a negative or judgmental sort of way!! You gotta do what you gotta do, right?! ;)
"Stay hard, stay hungry, stay alive", Raelyn
PS. I did not know that you had Tourette's!! If memory serves me {and it seldom ever does} I knew a little girl growing up who had Tourette's syndrome!! She trembled, she could hardly walk or talk, but I made her smile, I made her giggle!! This little girl was definitely Beautifully Unique!! So are you, Friend!! ;-D
Baby that's all.... Except for one thing.... --Stevie Van Zandt
DeleteWhat is your special weighted blanket?
"Stay hard, stay hungry, stay alive", Raelyn
Yes you gotta do what you gotta do! I got diagnosed with it last year, it's a result of my Vocal Cord Paralysis/Dysfunction. It's not usually around anymore, unless I'm sick or something. Before it was all the time everyday.
DeleteThat's great!
It's a sensory blanket that has little weights in it and provides an added sense of pressure, which I find calming and helps me sleep.
Mighty Max....
Delete"It's a sensory blanket that has little weights in it and provides an added sense of pressure, which I find calming and helps me sleep." Cool!! Thanks!! ;)
"Stay hard, stay hungry, stay alive", Raelyn
Yeah! Your welcome :)
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